"Today I wanted to leave this earth," she wrote. "Being completely selfish for once. Never thought I'd get to such a low point. But..don't believe the blogs you read..no one was cheated on and I'm not a bad person..everyone is hurt and everyone is in a place of misunderstanding..

"But as of today, I had no single wish to see tomorrow.. But God saved me for a reason, and for that' I must be grateful.. Cuz I'm not in heaven right now for a reason. On that note..bye Instagram."